Myrrisen

Hope is somewhere out there... I just need to find it

Hope is somewhere out there... I just need to find it

(Source: surferdude182)

themonsterhookerdl:

 I GOT THE MONSTERPIT KEY AFTER WAITING FOR 34 HOURS! WHEN THEY OPENED THE ARENA NOBODY APPROACHED ME ABOUT IT (BUT BEFORE THE SHOW THERE WAS) SO ME AND MY FRIEND RUSHED TO THE GEN AD SEATS (5TH FLOOR) WE WERE SO EXHAUSTED WE JUST WANTED TO CRY FROM ALL THE SHIT IVE BEEN THROUGH THEN THERES NO PIT KEY? ., THEN A HAUS OF GAGA MEMBER WAS WALKING ALONG THE UPPER BOX AREA AND ASKED THE PPL BEFORE OUR SEATS ARE U ALRIGHT? AND THEN I GAVE HIM A THUMBS UP AND SMILED AT ME. I THINK HE REMEMBERED MY FACE AND HE ASKED ME WHY IM SITTING THERE, I TOLD HIM I BOUGHT GA TICKETS THATS WHY, AND HE ASKED ME TO GO TO THE DIVISION OF THE UPPER BOX AND GENN AD AREA SO WE COULD TALK. HE TOLD ME THAT I DONT HAVE TO SIT THERE AND HE TOLD ME TO WAIT FOR HIM OUTSIDE THE AREA DOOR. THEN HE ESCORTED US TO THE PATRON AREA, AND THEY GAVE ME THE PIT KEY + ASKED ME TO SIGN IT AND THEY TOOK  ME A PIC AND THEN MY INFO. THEY SAID I HAVE TO GO BACKSTAGE AFTER THE CONCERT AND GET TO BRING 3 FRIENDS. WE WATCHED THE BTWBALL IN THE PIT AREA, AS IN IM JUST A FEET AWAY FROM GAGA. WE HAD SEVERAL EYE CONTACTS, FIRST ONE DURING BORN THIS WAY, SHE WAS LOOKING AT ME, SMILING WHILE SINGING <3. AND GAGA’S CREW WAS REALLY TAKING GOOD CARE OF ME. THEY WOULD ALWAYS CHECK ON ME AND ASK AM I ALRYT? :) THEN AFTER THE SHOW ME AND RIC/STAN (THE GAGA CREW, HE NEVER COMFIRMS ME WHAT HIS NAME REALLY IS!  HAHA ) WITH MY 3 FRIENDS.. WHEN I ARRIVED SHE HUGGED ME AND ASKED IF I LOVED THE SHOW, AND I STUTTERED AND ONLY SAID YEEE-YEAH AND SHE PLACED THE NECKLACE ON ME LIKE A MEDAL THEN IT DIDNT FIT IN MY HEAD SO SHE HAD TO OPEN THE LOCK AND PLACE IT ON MY NECK WHILE SAYING THIS NECKLACE IS ONE OF A KIND,ONLY 11 PEOPLE HAVE THIS.. I SWEAR WHILE SHE WAS PUTTING IT ON I FELT LIKE IT WAS FOREVER! THEN KISSED ME ON MY CHEEK AND HUGGED ME AND I COULDNT SPEAK! THEN ED GAVE ME THE BLACK PURSE (THE NECKLACE’S PURSE) THEN I GAVE HIM A HIGH FIVE LOL HE SMILED AT ME BAHAHA I CAN STILL REMEMBER HOW HIS HAND FEELS LIKE. I WAS SPEECHLESS SO I HUGGED HER AND HELD HER HAND MORE OFTEN THAN TALK. I ASKED FOR AN AUTOGRAPH, AND SHE HAD TROUBLE SPELLING MY NAME, I WAS LIKE DOO LEE.. AND SHES LIKE JUDY?  EVEN THE HAUS OF GAGA STAFF HELPED HER SPELL MY NAME! I SPELLED IT BY LETTER LAWL (BLAME MY KOREAN DAD LOL). AND I THOUGHT HER SIGNATURE WAS JUST A DOODLE TO FILL THE PAGE. I REALIZED IT WAS HER SIGNATURE AFTER WE MET HER LAWL  THEN WE HAD OUR PICTURES TAKEN, THEN MY FRIENDS, THEN A GROUP PIC WITH HER. SHE WAS SO GAME WITH THE PICTURES SHE POSES DIFFERENTLY EVERY PIC AND ITS REALLY REALLY CUTE! BEFORE SHE LEFT I WAS STILL HOLDIING HER HAND, AND SHE HELD MY HAND AS WELL <3 SHE HUGGED ME AGAIN AND SAID GOODBYE SHE WAS SO SWEET SHE EVEN TOLD ME SHE LOVES ME SO MUCH AND SHE APPRECIATED ME WAITING FOR HER THAT LONG! WHEN SHE TOLD ME SHE LOVED ME SO MUCH MY TEARS ALMOST WENT OUT! GOOD THING I DIDNT CRY OR ELSE I WOULD LOOK LIKE A TOMATO IN OUR PICTURE. I COULD FEEL HER HAPPINESS FROM SEEING ME, THINKING THAT SHE CRIED DURING THE CONCERT BECAUSE PEOPLE FROM MY COUNTRY HAVE BEEN PROTESTING AGAINST HER. I FELT SHE WAS GETTING HER STRENGTH FROM ME, OMYGOD A NIGHT I WONT FORGET. I CAN STILL REMEMBER THE TEXTURE OF HER SKIRT AND HER TOP, HOW HER SKIN FEELS LIKE WHEN SHE HUGGED ME, WHAT HER TATTOO LOOKS LIKE IN PERSON, HOW HER HAND FEELS WHEN ITS TOUCHED, HOW GOOD SHE SMELLS LIKE EVEN AFTER THE SHOW (I HAVE A BAD SENSE OF SMELL SO I CANT IDENTIFY WHAT SHE SMELLS LIKE BUT SHE SMELLS GOOD)… ALSO I DIDNT GET HER TO SEE MY DRAWINGS, BUT ITS OKAY SINCE I COULDNT SAY A WORD TO HER HAHA. OMYGOD OMYGOD